My body clock is upside down now.i sleep at 4 and wake at 2 everyday.gotta change that but how.not so easy to say you would sleep early.and i have eating problems.actually just being fussy.i find coffeeshop food undelightable and fast food nice.i know thats bad and i am trying to change that too.why cant i have nice food without all the disadvantages.

and my phone's hanging all the time and i am trying to find a nice phone.but there isn't one i like yet except for the iphone, which my mum kindly screamed a short and sweet "no".THANKS MUM.

and what are the conditions for emigration?the financials and the conditions.not that singapore not good at all but i would prefer a better place.hmmm.

and i am going back on almost all the promises i made to myself.no alcohol, no gambling no smoking all those.but i have already been drinking (just wine though)
and gambling (currently not with money yet).NOT SMOKING YET, but with 2 promises already broken, i am dead.

and i actually don't like being tanned.ahh.also, i think,i am not thinking anything at all right now.the irony.thats all.